Life is not so simple at times. It can be complex, laced with layers and layers to unravel and thick heavy steel walls to break down. I didn’t know until I was fifty – that there can be another way, that I can think a different way about me, about life and about God. I didn’t know until that moment of revelation that life can be different and that I can have dreams and desires and wants and needs and they can become true.
I didn’t know that I had been hiding myself away, that I am more than what I knew of myself to be. That I’m free to step out of the – have to and should to, that were choking me. That I was living under the rules and regulations that belonged to someone else but were shaping every moment of my life, and if I wanted my life to be different I needed to let go of thoughts and beliefs that didn’t really belong to me. They were handed down to me like some legacy since birth and I just took them and adapted them and made them my own and had been living by their law ever since.
It was in that moment of revelation that I started my journey of unraveling, digging myself out and freeing myself bit by bit. Breaking down the walls I put around me is not always easy, at times I held on for dear life, even when I knew that I’ve outgrown the level of consciousness I was in and needed to move on. Sometimes i didn’t know how, and sometimes I didn’t even recognize that I had a wall, it was such a deep part of me.
My journey is ongoing, I’m still unraveling and digging myself out to get to the core of who I really am, so I can stand fully in my power and shine my light out into the world.
So I’m here to tell you that YES YOU CAN DO IT. That THIS IS YOUR YEAR, and this is your invitation. LET YOUR-SELF OUT. Walk with trust, faith, forgiveness, compassion, courage, meet fear head on, and bit by bit find who you are, because every time you do you’re reclaiming a part of yourself and you’ll find you’re – AMAZING.
If this resonates and you feel like it, come and share your thoughts in the comment section bellow. Love to chat.
Amazing Blessings
In My Everyday Life 
I’m rooting for you!
I hope this year bring you the type of growth that creates the most authentic Masha! ❤️
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Thank you Diana for always supporting me. ❤
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This made me smile, Masha! I like the idea of letting yourself free to be you. 🙂
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Thank you Snuffy, so nice to meet you, I’m glad I could put a smile on your face. 🙂
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I think women of our generation often take till 50+ to become confident enough to do this kind of work. I love that our daughter, who turned 20 in December, is already sure of who she is 😀 Sadly, I don’t think my mother ever did ‘work out’ who she was…
May 2018 indeed be an amazing year for you xx
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Claire, sadly, I don’t believe my mother ever knew how strong and courageous she was, she never saw herself as special, she came from a generation where women knew their place and men knew their place, and the lines weren’t crossed. And how exciting for your daughter, and all the young women today who have possibilities that our generation didn’t know. May 2018 be amazing for you and your family as well. Thank you. ❤
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