I am a wonderer in an inner landscape where the magic is constantly revealing itself to me. It’s always more and it never ends. I always seem to get to a place where I stay awhile and than I feel the urge bubbling up inside me, it’s that familiar nudging nagging at me and I begin to yearn again for the deeper more that lies within. And every time again, I’m like the fool in the Tarot fresh with anticipation.
Sometimes even though I know it’s time to go deeper, that I’ve outgrown this place, I stay longer. I get stuck and I can’t see where to go. I can’t find my way out and so I remain there and just move in circles until I finally break through and I find myself at the door on the edge again of a new journey, a new beginning, a new higher level inside this magical land.
Journeys within journeys – every one brings me deeper inside myself and is more glorious, more awesome, more magnificent. With every new journey I reach a higher level of consciousness and I’ve let go of yet another layer of fear, resistance and limitations that I imposed on myself. There are no beginnings and no endings only circles within circles and deeper levels of consciousness that wake me to a higher knowing.
Today I experienced a shift, I crossed over the threshold into a new journey.
Sometimes you don’t really know that the very thing you’re searching for is not manifesting because you’ve put up a wall of resistance and fear. You can’t see it, it’s invisible to your eyes and to your senses until that moment that suddenly you find yourself crossed over the threshold and – WOW! And you realize there was a wall of resistance and fear that is gone now. You removed it and you’re inside a new landscape, you’re the Fool filled with anticipation, wonder, and a longing for this new adventure. You’re ready, willing and eager to uncover the miracles within the mystery. The magnificence that lies ahead of you.
What about you, have you removed walls of resistance and fear? Are you entering new levels of magnificence? Share your thoughts in the comments below, love to chat.
Blessings on your journey
COPYRIGHT MASHA G. ELLMAN 2017