Open

Open to your inner cravings.

Look at them.

What are they?

Are they pushing you, pulling you, enticing you, calling to you to meet them? To pick them up and create with them?  To let them out?

Are they dancing on the edges of your being?

Are they singing your song?

Open

There are inner cravings that I cannot get away from. No matter what I do, they are there.  They are a part of me beckoning at me, calling at me, they are wanting to be heard, to be shown, to be drawn out into the open. I cannot ignore them they don’t leave me alone, they are always there pulling, pushing at me wanting to be let out. To shine in the world.  It doesn’t matter if  I’m not in the mood, or if I’m lazy, or tired, they even wake me from my sleep… they don’t go away they are always right there underneath the surface and I cannot hide from them. I must tend to them, they are like the weeds in my garden they are persistent and insist on coming out, persistent in growing where they want to grow, and I have to make the way.

I’m inside a transformation right now, moving away from the used to be me and opening to a new me.  A me I’m not familiar with, entering a higher level of consciousness a place I walk unsteady in.  I know that I’m unfolding and I have grown into this new place, i can’t not go, I have to, I must. Even though the path in front of me I cannot see, this is the natural progression for my soul.

My life seems to be on hold for a moment while in this transition, while i find my way.  Everything I believe is expanding.  Everything I want to write I haven’t been able to.  The old way is falling away and the new is taking form inside a higher vibration.

I have crossed over the threshold, and armed with trust and faith I’ve taken the first step.  A new consciousness is being birthed in me and I am now present, ready, I allow, I open.

Blessings

COPYRIGHT MASHA G. ELLMAN 2018